my sister tried to kill herself today. Thank heavens, she failed. But I've been on the phone woth the hospital trying to get information for almost an hour no, with no help. I cannot talk to anyone right now, so I'm posting here. i just needed to get that out.
It's like waiting for godot. "We can't help you here. Please hold. Please hold. Pleasehold. She's in critical, can't tell you anything. You can't find out information on a critical patient. Ok, when she leaves critical, who do I talk to? We can't give you any information then, either. You need to be here."
Am looking for flights now, but can't possibly get there until tomorrow (with E in tow). Oh, god.
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6 comments:
How completely terrifying. I hope you manage to get there soon, and will be thinking of you.
I feel sorry for your sister, wanting to take her own life, i've been there, so i know how it is.. hope everything is OK with her now and that she doesnt try again. get her someone to talk to, it helps.. whatever goes on in her mind, she shouldnt have to face it alone.
I just wanted to tell you that I love your blog. Depression and suicidal behaviors run in my family so I can sympathize with your situation. I hope you sister is doing at least a little bit better. You find a way to discuss life's situations in a very relatable way. Also — on a lighter note — you get a lot of spam which is pretty hilarious to read through ;)
oh.. How completely terrifying. I hope you manage to get there soon, and will be thinking of you.
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